Reading progress update: I've read 20%.

The Muse of Nightmares - Laini Taylor

What is wrong with me ? Everyone love this. I keep toning this audiobook out, I am just not listening.  I swear I have no idea what happened in the first 205% I've heard. I feel like a teenager with parental deafness, It is boring or am I just a space case ?  ARGUH frustration